I know i had a little breakout on friday, but the rest of the week i was pretty good. Had a bbq on sunday, but i ate steak and salad etc... but thats it.
i havent been doing any excersice due to the wet weather, but that should not be an excuse. I have got heaps of exersice videos, a push bike, hand weights, stretchy bands you name it ive got it. So i have all the means to do a workout, but the problem is for me to get moving and staying motivated to keep moving.
I look at all of the blogs and see what other people have done, and i go wow how amazing. Why cant i do it and just get on with it? Looking at other people before and after pics, i say wow they make it look easy, but i know it was tough work.
I wont to do this for life, i dont wont to give up anymore, i wont live my life, see my son grow up get married and have kids, i wont to be a grandma i wont to grow old with my husband.
Why do i think so much about weight loss and say if i do this and do that why cant i just do it and get on with it? I am always making those damn excuses under the sun.
