Im back!!!!!

Hi everyone, I am back I still need my motivational support from you guys. I am just finally realising, that I do need to do something about my weight. you know I mean, I know I am fat but I think I am in denial and put my head in the sand and not worry about it.
But just lately I have been looking myself in the mirror and seeing for the first time how I look. I am so fat and disgusting I am suprised that my husband even wants to make love to me. I f i feel disgusted at what i see in the mirror shouldnt he?

I dont want to be in pain when i exersice but I know when i do go for a walk I feel more energized. but I just feel so sore when i am done.And when I cut back on my foods like carbohydrates etc I feel like I am having a diabetic low. (I am diabetic 4 needles a day). I just hate that feeling.

Well thats it for now thanks for listening Sherrin